wiam.wildelyn.: Instrument.

wiam.wildelyn.: Instrument.: "4 months of soul searching.. and finally... I found Myself. Life was tough this past years. I never felt so down in my Life,&n..."

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4 months of soul searching..
and finally...

I found Myself.

Life was tough this past years. I never felt so down in my Life, but whatever confusions or frustrations that I had been going thru all I ever wanted is to get Answers.
Yes. Just Answers.
And when I learned to know God more, studied his Law, the Bible;
and understood his words.. I found Answers.

I grew up in a Muslim Country, for 16 years of my life. My family is Catholic, but due to the circumstances that we cannot preach our own religion, I am somehow limited with my spiritual practice.

Going back 2005, when I moved to the Philippines, getting into the Church was a big step. Learning the songs, praises, prayers both tagalog/english ones was a challenge. I can remember I kept singing and singing the songs during College and my blockmate said:
"Hey! Is there a mass going on?"
and I replied: "I wanna memorize it so the next time I attend Mass, I can sing along..."
and he just laughed.

So I did attend Sunday mass, prayed every day & reflect to Him, made my personal relationship with Him...
But still I felt I need to know more about Him...

So year 2011, this year.
Just 2 months ago, I joined the CCJC which is the Christian Church of Jersey City.
And this Family moved me. It made a mark in my life that forever I will cherish.
At first I felt terrible because I knew less.
But what surprised me is that I was growing as a person by learning more about God.
From every Sunday service, Tuesday & Thursday Bible studies and being around with such positive people.
This experience made me realize how great is the Lord and...
to know His name was the Answer.

Now here I am back home. Complete, determined, strong in faith and
Uplifted with the mission to be an Instrument of God & will be a blessing to others.